If you have been reading, I have been complaining of boredom for the past two days. Today will be the third. Tomorrow will be the forth and fifth and goes on and on, till I get something to keep myself occupied.
AnTwo hours ago, I decided to sleep since it's so damn boring around. Until I started looking through this blog's archives.
Two years ago, 2008. I was like some typical school kid/punk. So immatured. Please please please don't read it, it's embarrassing. I have no idea how to hide the archives without deleting it, that's why.
If you insist on reading some stuffs, you can read the posts from last year. I haven't blabbered too much nonsense and vulgarities since then. Well, there still are nonsense, but not as silly as 2008's. Perhaps when I read back what I'm typing now, it may seem stupid too.
I do enjoy reading old posts. Reminds me of what happened there and then. Reminds me of what everything used to be. 2008's posts seem like forever ago. On the other hand, last year's posts seem like it happened only a month ago, all still so vivid.
Whatever that has changed, be it friendship, places, perspectives, or even your hairstyle, can be quite terrifying. It doesn't take a year or two to change things. Just a week or even a day is more than enough to change whatever that has built over years. With regret or not, you will be laughing when you recall things.
AEM, Dnt (2008)
Start looking back, and you'd most probably find things you never did.
[Time check: 4.00 a.m.]